The letter arrived yesterday. The one I have waited for. I am at the top of the waiting list! Finally after ttc for 4 years, my ICSI treatment will be starting shortly. And finally we will know if biological children are in God's plan for us.
I have mixed feelings about getting the letter. I'm excited, nervous, relieved and scared all rolled into one, but mostly excited. I have waited for this for a long time and I am ready for this next season in our journey. Last night as I lay in bed wondering about our future and reading my bible, God talked to me through this verse in Hosea...
"Come let us return to the Lord. He has torn us to pieces but he will heal us; he has injured us but he will bind up our wounds. Let us acknowledge the Lord; let us press on to acknowledge him. As surely as the sun rises, he will appear, he will come to us like the winter rains, like the spring rains that water the earth".
Today I am thankful that my God is with me, He is my fortress and my shield. He protects me and heals me, I will not fall or be overcome. I will be still and continue to trust in Him.
Blessings xx
